7:07 AM EST

Not to disparage my own story, but after looking at that picture, you've seen the best part of this article!
 
Former Gangbang Porn Queen, Howard Stern Show regular, and ECW original Jasmin St. Claire is back in the news. The controversial former 3PW Wrestling promotion owner has posted a rambling diatribe on MySpace about her husband Matt's apparent decision to move away from Jasmin and back in with his parents.
 
A lot of this reminds me of when Jerry Lawler would publicly make a fool of himself by whining about his ex-wife Stacey "The Kat" Carter when she left him in 2001. Here's the unedited, uncensored message Jasmin posted on MySpace:

 
HERE IS A GOOD ONE.  SAD PART IS, IT'S TRUE
 
Hey everyone,
As most of you may have heard, Matt left me & is back home at his parents' basement ( I seriously think that IS kind of hot) in Snohomish, Washington. No, I did not cheat on him as he is going around telling people. My therapist told me not to do this, but Matt has left me no choice as he is telling a lie and also is doing what he does best.. playing the victim.

The truth is, Matt is irresponsible,immature, was always jealous that I got more attention, selfish, runs from any sign of turmoil ( I was raised to always work things out and never to run away) and became arrogant after recording the album with Warrel Dane (a whole $2200.00.. wow.. I've spent more than that in 1 hour at Kitson's), even our friend Ron noticed how arrogant Matt was when we returned from Tennesse.. thanks Warrel :) I always keep my laundry to myself,( except for a few parcels of dirty laundry that I put on ebay lol) but Matt has given me no choice than to stand up for myself & the truth to be told. There is even a witness to the story, Ron Estrada and others who have been there when I shut down my $5000 per month income website and my $800 per month sales in nude photos-which he made me throw out ,or he would leave.

Oddly enough, while we were in NY this Summer, when Matt was whining about porn money, a guy at the bar we were at, offered to buy us drinks & he shot up like a rocketship an placed his order.
.I guess that I respected his wishes, even when he didnt have money coming in to match what I was making. I know that money is NOT everything, but that was what we were living off of when he met me and what paid for the prime ribs and drinks he had.

Back in the Summer when we needed some money, he had his parents buy him a guitar, instead of making sure we had money for a roof over our heads.

I felt that it was important to stand by Matt no matter what & always had faith in his talent and was always behind him 100%. I was also the one who helped him find a lawyer when he had a problem with Himsa (sorry, Derek, but he asked & I was his partner.. I had to help). I even tried forcing him to stay in Himsa & not to walk out on them before a tour.
He told me it was hard for him to write good music and have a job ( he also said the same thing to my friend in NY this past Summer), so I supported him for the past 3 years. All of that great music he wrote for Warrel was a result of not working & having me put a roof over his head and making sure he ate. Same with the Ophidian music. I even helped him try to shop it around and helped him pay for the demo. I was also the one who reintroduced to Jonas, from Scar Symmetry , and suggested that he go to Sweden to try & record some more Ophidian tunes.

It is odd that my friend had pointed out that Matt, may become arrogant after a taste of money & chance of fame.
This is a guy who went to bars many time with no money hoping someone would by him drinks.

Oddly enough, when I was in Tennesse to morally support him when they were recording the album, there was a day when I had $18.00 left and it was time to eat. I made sure Matt ate whatever he wanted and had money for lunch, while I had a bowl of soup & the next day, my dear friend western unioned me $$ to hold us over till we got back to LA (Warrel was with me when I collected the money) and I had access to cash.
One year, I had closed out one of my stock accounts for $4500.00 so we could go to the UK & he could get a band going with Martin Powell & James Mc Ilroy.

I even sacrificed the relationship I had with my mother for Matt, she no longer speaks to me and hates me. My dad died of lung cancer, so I don't really have a family. The ones that I do have live in Brasil, the UK, Italy & Russia. I hardly know them at all. Matt was my only immediate family. It is nice to know that he can always go back to Mommy & Daddy when the tough get going & have no responsibility.

It was nice to know that my man was by my side last Monday when I had to go to court against our landlord who was trying to evict us illegally. He never repaired our stove ,which was leaking carbon monoxide or furnace and we refused to pay the rent (but, I was paying for electricity,food,drinks, cable,etc). We agreed that I would have to be out Dec 3rd (with the 4 cats )and the judge waived any back rent owed or making this into an eviction. I had the pressure of moving stuff into storage & trying to find a new place to live in, which I dont have.Nice to know Matt didnt have a worry in his day,except maybe what type of guitar he'll use for touring.

A few weeks ago, someone drugged my drink at the Rainbow and I also took my anti anxiety medicine (yes, I do take that to curb my day so I dont get overwhelmed or let my temper get the better of me). I later went home & felt wobbly and started grabbing stuff to get balance. In the midst of this, I also felt a rage (I learned from my therapist that drinking liquor does not mix well with Niravam and creates an adverse effect like rage and anger) and had no idea what i was doing. I know that Matt's guitar was nicked at the neck. I grabbed the desk & the laptop to try & gain balance and broke it , at some point I tried re attaching the keys on the keyboard. I even offered to replace the mac (I know if he broke my 5k camera, I would'nt be nearly as angry.). I had no control of myself and learned that most of my outbursts have been from booze and anti depressants, so I stopped drinking when I take my niravam.

He decided to go back to Seattle & start a my space profile saying he is single, has not even checked on me, dumped me via email on Thanksgiving day (this is after he told me to come to Seattle & live up there and that he was sorry for things he said that were rude & it takes 2 to tango).

Apparently, he does'nt understand that when he drinks, he can be a dick & has created squabbles (all of which we all have , even as much as saying stuff you never mean when you are mad).

Any lie I had to tell him was so we could survive & he could have money for his guitar strings, prime rib, jack & coke, etc. I never slept with another man , or woman, (thats an easy thing to say, especially with my previous career), made out with anyone , held anyones' hand, etc.

Despite all of the following and previous statements, I always had unconditional love for Matt no matter what & have always stood by his side through thick & thin & for better and for worse. He has left me for dead and I guess that you have to have respect for someone like that.While I was out looking for people to help me out on Craigs list to lift heavy stuff, it was re assuring to know that Matt was busy in Seattle "acting like a retard with his bros in Seattle"

I understand that none of you may want to deal with me ever again because of Matt and that is ashame. So, I guess that I have to shut down my metalsdarkside site & also quit what Im doing with the metal scene tv show. I had no idea in a million years that Matt would try & ruin my career. I still have a show on Fuse that I am taping some episodes for & then I guess I am done as a result of my husband bad talking me to everyone and I had to get my side of the story out there. I always wanted to be a tour manager I even offered to be the merch girl for whatever band Matt did just so i could help him make money & they wouldnt have to pay anyone. Its too late since he has poisoned everyone's mind.
What a shame , especially after I supported him all these years. It breaks me to give up something I love doing & was good at . I guess I have to move somewhere else now & just reinvent myself. Nice to know I have nowhere to go. I am sick for having undying love for him.